i'm having a relapse

Αιώνια η μνήμη σου ρε Κούλα..

Ten days have passed..

Projects are till my neck and in six days from now it's the final deadline and the job is waiting. At least, there is always someone that will be supporting me. My brother, my blood brother, an ex' gf or just any stranger.

But unfortunately, there have to happen "things" so the rest of us can understand the value of life. We have to lose someone, so after we can understand that it's stupid to argue for insignificant things, it's stupid to hurt people with meaningless words and it's stupid to keep the "ego" over everything. It's also sad that we have to lose someone to understand "his" or "anyone's" value. It's sad to know that the life is too short and we never know when it can end. It makes me mad that sacrifices are needed so the rest of us can understand these simple things, the simple rules of a full life. Be polite, give chances, never be offended and always keep the good memories.

[beautiful - eminem]

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αιώνια η μνήμη σου..

[είσαι ακόμα εδώ - FF.C]

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saturday night. sunday morning.. soon. gotta wake up in a few hours, work is a part of my adult life now.. fuck. god's rest day, my ass.

[note: gotta stop swearing]

jack at least is keeping me company. my eyes are heavy. why don't I go to bed? why do I enjoy these stupid-kinda moments? why do I feel they're priceless? why moments like these my organism demands nicotine? I really should start smoking. damn, why do I feel I write stupid sentences? why do I feel I have a stupid smile on my face? fuck. in the morning I will be dead and I will regret it.. "I should had gone to bed earlier".

yeah, fuck.

fuck the note.


[άναψε η νύχτα μια φωτιά - ζήνων]

act one

- okay dude, first you should think if you really want to do this.

- do what?

- start another blog.. isn't that what you're think about?

- yeah, so? should I really have "a reason"? what the fuck?

- blog is about your personality, right? by creating it, it means that you have thoughts, ideas, things to create, discover, plan and share them with other people..

- thoughts? ideas? share? what the fuck dude? do I look like a wannabe intellectual skepticist? really, what the fuck man?

- err..

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- damn right.


[sickology 101 - tech n9ne feat. crooked I & chino xl]